I can't really remember the last time I blogged; I didn't check the page. Have been feeling it for a while - that I shd get back to blogging - but I just didn't get down to doing it.
For the past few months/year, I have been losing focus. My thoughts are so scattered I am causing my life to be the same. I hate whining about my job, becoz it simply doesn't do any good. The funny thing is, despite the fact that I do whine about my job, things somehow all work out once I reach the office. Why is it then that I feel so unsure during the weekends?
Is it PMS that I am feeling? I don't know.
I hate waking up every morning knowing that I have to go through the same routine. As I am typing all these, I feel myself holding my breath, as if I am really scared. But the thing is, there is nothing for me to scared about. Tough times at work coming ahead; it's not as though I havn't been through worse.
I don't like the way it is now. And I can't explain why. I feel I shd change a job, but not at this juncture. What is my next step? Sometimes the uncertainty could kill me.
I am Missy Rissy.
I believe in living the world, n living your worth.
I want to be happy more than anything else.
I want to be who I am.
I am who I am.
