Lots of things happened lately. Both work n personal life.
Stupid things happened at work. Was so mad last Friday. Notwithstanding it turned out to be a misunderstanding, he shdn't haf done dat. N the other party shdn't haf either. Couldn't stop thinking about it all the way to now.
Sometimes I don't understand how being the person I used to be is wrong, n being the person I haf been moulded into is wrong too. When I did things to show my concern, I was wrong. I put in the effort to do certain things, nah, dint turn out too well either. And then I did less. It was wrong too. I felt so upset dat day. My heart ached.
Not saying doesn't mean I don't care. Sometimes I really don't know what to do.
I haf got to be stronger.
On a happier note, I hope to bring my sis to BKK to shop!! Hopefully, it can materialise. But somehow I can foresee a million obstacles ahead. Well, I shall take it as it comes.
Yep, it's Sunday afternoon n I am back in the office. It's gonna be like this all the way till end of November I guess. I hope I will be able to tide through.
I am Missy Rissy.
I believe in living the world, n living your worth.
I want to be happy more than anything else.
I want to be who I am.
I am who I am.
