Felt rotten todae. Decided to take an impromptu half day off n went off to relax. Went for a facial n ended up spending way more than I shd - more than half my salary iz gone wif juz one signature. BAH.
I hope tmr will be better than todae. Actualli todae was not dat bad. I had a lot of time to relax. I suddenli realised dat I may not be as busy as I think I would be during the month of December. Turned out I got a rather clean portfolio, i.e. theres not much sickening bits n pieces for mi to pick up. I m kinda worried for next year though, as I haf gotten a few big cases. Definitely looking forward to it, cuz it means a fantastic chance to learn lots next year when I start on the cases. Before dat though, I haf to keep in mind the fact dat I m actualli still mid-way thru some veri big cases, cases which definitely cld not be completed by Nov.
Am toying wif the idea of taking a long wkend break come this Christmas. Dat iz if I m able to complete my portfolio by then. If I manage to, I would be realli thrilled cuz I would be one of the veri few among my colleagues to be enjoying myself during dat period of time.
DND iz on 29 December 2007. Wonder if mani of my colleagues r even gg. It wldnt be fun if veri few ppl r attending.
I havnt been blogging lately. Obviously. R my moods unstable becoz I havnt been blogging n hence not sorting out my thoughts? Or iz it dat I feel down thus I dint blog? Or iz it dat I no longer wan to jot my thoughts down on a non-physical medium n am secretly wishing in my heart dat I can tell everithing to a physical being? By dat I mean human being.
Was it juz last week when I was super busy? I wld rather work be dat way. At least I wldnt haf as much time or energy to be angry or disappointed or feel watever emotions abt anithing.
I am Missy Rissy.
I believe in living the world, n living your worth.
I want to be happy more than anything else.
I want to be who I am.
I am who I am.
