Okie I havnt blogged in ages n I m gg to do a short one rite now.
M sitting at my office desk, slowly eating my bfast mouth by mouth, trying indeed veri hard to 'wake up'. The day started wif mi refusing to get out of bed, veri much tempted to get a MC or leave. My throat was burning n pimples r starting to show. Yes, I m suffering from a lack of sleep.
So now I m thinking of nothing except whether to take a half day leave to go bac home n sleep! Maybe I shd. Since I gotta clear my leave aniwae. Oh well, lets c my workload again later. If therez nothing much to do, I wld juz go home! Maybe I shd go for a pedicure since I haf been wanting to do one. But given my 'awake' status todae, I think I shd juz go home n indulge in O.C. which I haf recently started watching. The show turned out to be fab as well. N yea, I haf been watching shows till late the past few days, which explains my not being able to wake up n lack of sleep. Budden again, iz there a day which I can wake up easily in the morning?
Therez a difference though. Not wanting to wake up n not being able to wake up. For the first few weeks, it was more of not wanting to wake up, but these few days were quite scary - I cldnt bring myself to open my eyes.
As I was half-awake/asleep, I dint manage to 'pack' myself properli b4 I left home for work. I tied a pony-tail (which was messily done), forgot to wear a watch, n left home not knowing dat I had not put on ani make-up. Haha. I muz be looking quite scary now.
Met up wif Bui's frens yesterdae. I enjoyed last nite, for more reason than one. Glad dat was a good start for the guys.
I am Missy Rissy.
I believe in living the world, n living your worth.
I want to be happy more than anything else.
I want to be who I am.
I am who I am.
