The week's been long; the thing I rem most clearly iz my struggling to stay awake during trainings.
Itz 0840 hrs now n as usual, my surrounding iz pretty much empty. Empty in fact. I m beginning to admire myself for the consistency. Getting to office earli gives mi a veri gd feeling. For starters, u dun get noticed for being late. Not dat anione cares in any way, but I guess I wun feel too gd bout it. Besides, if I miss the bus which I almost miss everidae, I wld haf to stand all the way on the next one, n feel angry at myself for not waking up 2 mins earlier.
Went shopping wif Huijing (NTU) yest. Went wif the aim of buying ALOT of things. We went to two mega sales n came out empty-handed. ARGH.
Haha, I haf thiz weird feeling suddenli. I miss the Pandans. Heez.
My manager came over to mi the other day n we had a realli brief conversation. It went like thiz...
Mgr: "Iris when u first came in did u put on any make-up?" Me: "Yes I did." Mgr: "Den now dun haf oredi ar??" Me: "Not so much lar. Why? Do I look veri qiao2 cui4?" Mgr: "Er, not realli lar. Abit." Late nites gif u bad looks. I m more amazed by the fact dat my fatigue realli showed so much. Haha. But my guess iz it has got to do wif my foundation (datz all I put aniwae). I haf seen the bottom of my foundation case, but I havnt gotten round to buy a new one yet. There r no ugly gals in thiz world, onli lazy ones. Datz mi.
I realli got to do sth bout my eye bags. The eye bag vanishing serum I bought iz not working becoz I slp veri late everi nite. Wat a waste of money.
I am Missy Rissy.
I believe in living the world, n living your worth.
I want to be happy more than anything else.
I want to be who I am.
I am who I am.
