Okie, ever since Lydia's emotional revelation, I guess all the girls got a lil emotional. Mi included. It feels rather strange now becoz I havnt been able to write alot at one go for some reason. But aniwae, here goes:
To Lydia: Gal, I m so glad u took the step to look bac n reflect on ur NJ days. U noe, dat iz realli the first step to totalli get the thing out of ur mind. It muz haf taken alot of courage to even think bout the bad times u had been thru, n penning it down signified dat u r ready to let it go n learn from watever happened. I m so proud of u! I m sort of swimming in a puddle of mud now, refusing to get out of it. I dun wanna write or say bout it, n neither do I wan to think bout it. But I guess itz juz a passing phase. May more good things await all of us!
To Yuxin: Xin, saying things out sometimes amplifies the matter. I can totalli understand ur reason for not saying. I haf experienced both - saying n not saying. N I muz say I feel there iz no way out. I guess at certain times saying iz better, while at other times, keeping it to urself iz better. I guess for Lydia n I, our blogs haf proven to be veri effective means of communicating our ideas to ppl whom we wanna them noe our feelings. U dun haf to write much, juz enuf to let us noe wat iz gg on will do. Thru the few words on the screen, we can somehow magicalli feel wat u r feeling too. =)
To Jing: Good luck on ur job hunting! Haha. Think I tol u on MSN le. Maybe I think too much, but I keep getting the feeling dat u r somehow not happi after u got bac from the States. I tot u missed the States too much. But dat day u tol mi u were fine, n u werent unhappi, I m glad but still the same words: Anithing anitime.
To Wen: No stress on ur FYP! Haha. Endure endure. Shuang n I haf oredi stepped into the working world. Jing too. U will join us sooner than u realise! Well, I realli miss the secondary sch days when we talked on the phone everidae, bitching bout thiz n gossiping bout dat. Missed the times when the seven of us did things tgt, gg for recess n eating from the same stall, n rushing bac to the classroom b4 Mrs Lee entered it. Haha. I miss u shouting at Johnny too. Muahahaha. Yah, his name muz be mentioned at all times. ;)
To Shuang: We r both lao3 zha2 bor4!! Darn. Haha. Letz meet for dinner after work one day. Haha. I dunno but I haf a feeling u r a tad different from wat u used to be. I honestly dunno how to put it, but itz not a bad change. Oh I noe, more feminine I wld say. Heeee. Jiayou in ur job n take care. We working ladies got to watch how much we eat, since we sit like most of the time. *Sweatzz*
To MZ: Gal, I think Lydia's suggestion of using a hairdryer iz awesome. But I can understand how u feel, cuz I wld be too lazy to use the hairdryer too! Itz such a chore rite? Haha. Nv tol u thiz b4 but I haf always wanted to say, "Jiayou gal. There may be times when things juz dun go smoothly. But we haf to be brave n determined to see things thru. Jiayou at work n studies yea?"
Yup, the Pandan Girls will grow old n remain pretty tgt!! Haha. N yes, I may wan u gals to wear green on my wedding! Muahaha. But for now, letz all work hard tgt for watever we r supposed to do, may it be studying or working. Cheers!
I am Missy Rissy.
I believe in living the world, n living your worth.
I want to be happy more than anything else.
I want to be who I am.
I am who I am.
