Itz been a veri long time ago since I last sat down n pen wat was on my mind. Reading Lydia's blog each day made mi realise how 'wasted' I had been for the past two wks, ever since I got bac from the States.
I was n still am veri happi to be home. Honest. However, I guess a significant part of mi grew used to the life in US, the freedom n pace. Too used to it in fact. I cant find words to describe how I feel. Actualli, I guess subconsciousli I dun wan to find words to describe how I feel, cuz I m afraid to face the truth.
Days juz went by wif mi waking up at almost noon each day, savouring everi part of waking so late becoz I wld veri soon haf to wake up at 7am everidae. However, I did nothing much constructive, having my eyes glued on crunchyroll everidae, leaving things to the veri last minute. Things like getting working clothes. Keeping dat in mind, I still haf a few other things on my list. I guess the reason y the things nv get done iz becoz I m too lazy to even jot down a list.
Todae has been a kinda fruitful day becoz I haf been a good gal. I went wif my parents to my Grand Aunt's place, n den went over to haf dinner wif another Aunt hu happened to saty at Tampines too. Had a great time there; credit goes to my lil cousin hu was indeed veri entertaining. Haha. Missed the days when I was young, playing wif all my cousins at Granny's place. Good times flew, dat was more than a decade ago.
I seriousli haf to get my act tgt. I m starting work on Monday. Itz not juz a simple day to mi cuz I m officialli stepping into another stage of my life dat day. I hope more good things await mi. =)
I am Missy Rissy.
I believe in living the world, n living your worth.
I want to be happy more than anything else.
I want to be who I am.
I am who I am.
