I m finalli blogging. Been so tired recently, I juz wanna laze ard when I get home from work. I haf lots of backlog to do, but yea, letz c when it will be done. On our days off we went to Philadelphia n Washington, both trips of which were ok, not exactli alot of fun.
I m on my 2hr dinner break now, n I m feeling so tired. Todae was so hot I tot I was gg to get a heatstroke. No matter how much water I drank, it dint seem to help. I m so glad work iz ending soon, to be exact, work iz ending tmr. I haf requested to end work one wk earlier, n for the seven days I haf extra, three will be spent lazing ard in Wildwood, n the next four Jun, Jiayi n I wld be gg on another tour.
Hmmm I haf spent alot of money on thiz trip. My heart aches at the thought of dat. At times I wld think of how I can earn the money bac, but I soon realised there was no way I cld do so juz by working as a ride operator. I wldnt wan to work more hrs becoz the work sux. Or maybe I shd say the guests sux. They juz made life difficult. Well, yest an incident which made mi ultra angry n pissed happened. Yea, it had to happen on my third last day at work.
I kinda regret not having chosen to be a lifeguard becoz the work seems to be more fun than dat of ride operators, n more imptly, the friendship I haf seen the lifeguards forge. Itz nice to be in a foreign land n noe a bunch of other ppl from the same country n having fun tgt wif them. The nature of work for ride operators provide not much opportunity for interaction, n hence itz mostly hi n bye frens I haf made, other than my few other partners at Doo Wopper. WAT has not turned out to be wat I hoped n wanted it to be, but well, I wld say I did enjoy it overall, except for the work. Nothing can describe how sick I m of the work. *Puke*
Dat day I was taking a stroll in the waterpark, n realised how happi I wld haf been working there. At least I m sure I wld be happier as a lifeguard than as an operator. I love water, n frankly itz nice to be wearing a swimsuit n singlet walking ard n getting wet from the splashing of water. The drawback iz perhaps dat it gets awfully cold when the weather iz bad. But somehow I juz noe I wld enjoy it even so.
Time flies. Soon I wld be bac in Singapore, bac at home. But before dat, my bdae iz coming! Haha. Thank goodness I haf taken off for the day, otherwise it wld be a sad bdae for mi! First time I m spending my bdae overseas, haha but I guess therez nothing special bout it.
Work sux. It dint help I got into a conflict wif I dunno hu he was yest. I think he iz a manager. But so wat? Like I care. I m leaving!!
I am Missy Rissy.
I believe in living the world, n living your worth.
I want to be happy more than anything else.
I want to be who I am.
I am who I am.
