Got results. Passed wif merit. Good news - I graduated. Bad news - I dint clear my minor. Considering I was in constant worry of not being to graduate, thiz iz considered great relief for mi. Considering how much I worked for the minor the past sems (note itz the past sem; did negligible thiz sem), the fact dat I dint clear my minor hurts mi.
Still I guess I shd be glad I managed to grad, since thiz means dat the worries which I haf brought wif mi on thiz trip r officially dismissed. These worries include: not being to attend convocation even though I m rushing bac to Singapore from the US juz in time for it, not being to start on my job even though I haf oredi found one, not being able to consider the WAT as my grad trip even though it iz meant to be one, n not being to relieve my parents of the financial burden of my sch fees even though they r more than willing to continue footing the bill. Needless to say, I m realli glad I made it thru, but I do feel sad it has to end thiz way. Well, I guess things were fated to end thiz way ever since the veri first semester in NTU. N I dint put in enuf effort in making things rite in the following semesters. I can onli regret now, which erm, iznt of ani use.
But guess wat? I m officially a GRADUATE! I can realli look forward to starting work in KPMG Tax Department. I can look forward to the next stage of life without having reservations dat I may not be able to step into it after all.
I am Missy Rissy.
I believe in living the world, n living your worth.
I want to be happy more than anything else.
I want to be who I am.
I am who I am.
