During the start of my stay in the States I tot I was nv gg to experience bloated stomach which I got all the time in Singapore. Now things proved mi wrong. My stomach iz once again filled wif gas n threatening to explode, n sadly itz not gg to turn better becoz the wind dat hits my stomach each day iz of strength which iz rare or almost non-existent in Singapore. Someone pls help mi.
Todae's work was fine, though I m realli starting to dread the long hours. Sometimes I wish I dun haf to work dat long, but on the other hand if I dun work so mani hours I wld regret when I get my pay check. I realli regret not bringing more USD. I shd haf heeded Daddy's advice. Sobz.
I feel realli tired now. Juz wanna slp n not work. Sighz. Tmr iz a long day again - the pier iz open from noon to 10pm, meaning I haf to report at 11am. I hope the weeks ahead will fly past. I m seriousli not too cut-out for service line.
To Bui: Bui, I m so tired. My stomach hurts so much now. So much gas inside. Todae at work I felt so tired dat I wished I cld juz lie down n slp. Saw a new batch of students todae, n there r more to come. Hopefulli they will arrive soon n we will start working shifts. How r u in Singapore? Hmmm, we always dun get to chat on MSN during wkends cuz u r not online n I m always working. Take good care of urself yea. I will be back soon. I feel kinda sian dat I m spending quite alot here even though I haf tried to save. Think I shopped too much. However, my shopping buys r worth the money. Maybe u can help mi wif the shipping costs if I realli haf to ship them bac! Haha. U jiayou at work okie? Dun forget my bdae present. Haha. Itz onli the beginning of June n I m pestering u bout my bdae present. Alrite I gonna pen off here. Hafta work tmr. Oh, I wanna complain. I onli get like 15 mins for lunch n half an hr for dinner! No welfare at all. Sobz. U noe how slowli I eat, itz a torture having to rush visiting the washroom, eating n filling my bottle all within such a short period of time. Will u come save mi? Haha. Dat day when I had to carry heavy beach chairs I tot to myself "When I was in Singapore I nv had to carry heavy stuff when I was wif Bui, now I had to do all these". Wish u r here Bui! Dun wori bout mi though, I m enjoying myself travelling n cooking everidae. Heez. I juz hate working. But well, no choice oso. I juz hope time will pass faster n work will end soon! Meanwhile, u jiayou at work too Bui. I will jiayou n take care of myself too. Okie I realli gonna pen off now. Nite nite Bui. Dream of mi!
I am Missy Rissy.
I believe in living the world, n living your worth.
I want to be happy more than anything else.
I want to be who I am.
I am who I am.
