Silence iz golden. At least my silence iz golden. Though I hate silence from ppl (at times when I dun nd silence), I realise silence from mi iz usually the best medicine.
I m like a puffer fish now, becoz I m so bloated, both literally n non-literally. My stomach iz giving mi problems again, n yest cld be said to be the worst yet cuz I cldnt even stand n fell back everi time I tried to stand up. Superbly down yest, n for good reason.
But still, down as I was, I shdnt haf been the way I was yest. Though tired, I shd still hang in there n juz get the job done. Wat else can be done aniwae?
I dunno. Regrets fill my heart rite now. Bout mani things. Lots of "maybe"s n "I shd haf"s. Daddy n Mummy came juz now, to help mi pick up some stuff to bring home. I realise they noe mi veri well. But sigh, I haf to make them wori so much in my uni days.
I made a mistake, one which I oredi anticipated rite at the beginning. N yes, I m beginning to regret it.
I am Missy Rissy.
I believe in living the world, n living your worth.
I want to be happy more than anything else.
I want to be who I am.
I am who I am.
