Juz had two lessons. Eyes r dopey for watever reasons, n I juz feel like having a good slp. I woke up to a startle thiz morn, n the first thing I did was to check my phone. No messages, no phone calls. Nothing cld haf woken mi up, still I woke up.
Much iz left to be done unfortunately, n I cant take a nap without feeling guilty. Glad to be snapped out of my hole though, despite the fact dat sth unpleasant did the job. Cant help but feel a lil scared, but therez no use in feeling scared. Juz do wat iz to be done.
Eaten nth much for the day, n though I m hungry, I dun haf much appetite. The sandwich I bought yest went bad, as I forgot to put it in the fridge, n I realli dint wan to eat cup noodles, so I went to lessons wif an almost empty stomach. The presenting group for todae gave out san1 za1, so I ate dat. Was stopped by my groupmates initially, becoz they said san1 za1 wld make mi even hungrier. But nope, I ate n I was full. Beginning to get hungry oredi, but even the thought of food cant bring mi up.
Mahjong session tonite, probably the last for mi in NTU.
I am Missy Rissy.
I believe in living the world, n living your worth.
I want to be happy more than anything else.
I want to be who I am.
I am who I am.
