Will juz do a quick post. Sadly, I havnt been in the best of form, for studies dat iz, n I juz got a mini lecture from Bui, hu iz currently in TW. Itz juz so mi, I noe I m in a shithole but I aint doing anithing to bring myself out of it. Itz nice of Bui to text mi juz now to study, when it iz my own responsibility all along.
Alrite, itz time to wake up ur idea Iris. U gonna haf to brace urself up, u've got no other choice!!
Met a secondary sch fren in the library dat day, n sth he said to mi reminded mi of sth - good results which I used to get. Note the words "used to". Everi single one of my old frens whom I talk to bout uni n graduating n stuff, they all said the same thing, "Ur results shd be quite gd wad." Despite their nice words, I can onli reply, "Apparently not." It seems I haf grown so used to my not-good results I cant rem when the last time I had gd results was. Everione else seems to rem, except mi. Wat on earth exactli haf I been doing, I cant help but ask myself. Sighzzz.
Juz made the decision to go on a diet so dat I wld lose some weight b4 I go to the States. Thiz iz to gif myself some leeway to gain a few pounds when I m there, since everione iz speculating dat I wld become fat over there. Better safe than sorry. Prevention iz always better than cure. Speaking of the diet, the food I ate todae wldnt contribute much to my ambitious plan. Food count: 2 egg tarts, I chicken po lo bao, 1 char siew sou, n a bowl of cereal. Datz onli for tea. Crap. my diet plan always seems to backfire, n somehow it works out when I dun plan for it.
I am Missy Rissy.
I believe in living the world, n living your worth.
I want to be happy more than anything else.
I want to be who I am.
I am who I am.
