I noe I dun haf the luxury to be blogging rite now, but I still wanna blog. Kinda wasted the whole of yesterdae cuz I was unstable, n I realli needed time to do my AA206 report. Haiz, feeling regretful now but therez no use crying over spilled milk. Besides, dat was the best I cld haf done given yest's circumstances.
Feeling uber stressed rite now, n somehow the weather iznt helping. I love such weather normalli, the rainy n cold weather, suitable to be cosy in the room, but I dislike it todae. Such days will haf to go on for quite a while more. Sighz.
Attended AA304 first thing in the morning, cldnt wakie as usual. Had a spring mini individual exercise for bank reconciliation in class, glad it turned out fine. Had lunch wif Jun, Jing n WJ at NIE after the lesson. The yong tau hu iz realli not bad. Loved the soup.
Went to the library to find the usual peeps after lunch, n the routine of 'mugging' began. I realli wish to find my momentum soon. Real soon. Itz quite a dilemma - somehow I dun wish the first paper to come so soon, n yet a part of mi hopes it will come in no time. Itz ironic I m reminding myself there r mani things undone.
Made tea for Shifu todae, n I dint pass. The tea was siap siap, said Shifu. Well, will try again next time. Maybe it was the amt of milk.
To Bui: Bui, I haf so mani things to be done. Even though I noe dat u r supporting mi always despite the fact dat u r physicalli in Taiwan, I still wish veri much dat u r here in Singapore. Keep warm over there, u mentioned the weather iz rather cold. Btw, I bought the mechanical pencil oredi. Todae was the second time I saw it in the sch Popular, n I figured maybe it was waiting for mi to buy it. Itz silly I noe.
I am Missy Rissy.
I believe in living the world, n living your worth.
I want to be happy more than anything else.
I want to be who I am.
I am who I am.