Everione seems to haf noticed I look down lately. Even frens haf heard from frens. When asked if I m ok, I can onli say I m. Deep in my heart I realli wish I can be ok, n be the normal cheery mi. But I cant. Becoz, I m NOT ok. Truly, I wish I can juz shout out loud, "I M NOT OK!" If onli dat wld help things.
I realli dun wish to be alone in the dark gloomy room in Hall IV now, itz the last place I shd be alone at now, though I haf normalli rather enjoyed the tranquility in the room.
I m in such a deep pit now, n the bad news iz it doesnt seem like I haf reached the bottom. If I m at the bottom, at least the good news iz dat I can onli go up.
I am Missy Rissy.
I believe in living the world, n living your worth.
I want to be happy more than anything else.
I want to be who I am.
I am who I am.
