Accomplished some things todae. But yet there r so much reservations bout the things I haf done. Too tired to tok bout it, but wld definitely jot it down another day to preserve the memories I had todae, both gd n bad.
Thanx Bui for being there for mi when I was at my weakest todae. Had puked n puked n I wonder y. I m nv lidat. I had a great time todae, though there were some pretty bad moments. Great time wif u n ur frens, n to sum it all, I juz enjoy being wif u. Thanx for being wif mi, n thanx for letting mi cry my heart out, offering ur shoulder for mi to lean on n giving mi the best evidence dat u r here for mi, always.
Thanx Shifu for talking to mi bout stuff, bliv it or not I did feel better. Letz juz jiayou tgt, along wif everione else hu have their troubles as well, for dat iz the onli right thing dat can be done. Thanx for ur mani advice on my new cammie, n I wld love to haf my photography lesson soon, if time permits.
New camera bought. It shall be one which will capture all my happi memories, wif my family, wif my frens, wif Bui.
Had uploaded more pics on Stong yesterdae, but hadnt published them cuz I havnt got the time to do the organisation. The #Gunung Stong# sequel will appear some time soon.
I realli hate the feeling I haf now. Not having accomplished anithing n not doing anithing constructive to improve the situation. I m losing strength, n itz basicalli caused by no one else but myself. I m gg to pick myself up. I WILL. Everithing iz a challenge. I will clear the items on my to-do list one by one. Bui iz gg away to Taiwan for reservist on 19 March 2007 for 3 weeks plus. Hope everithing will go smoothly for Bui. Wanna him be in the best of health throughout the whole exercise, n of coz hope it will be a good time-out from his work, which causes him alot of stress I noe. Jiayou Bui, in everithing u do, becoz I will too. I wanna tai4 yang2 bing3 from Taiwan k? Hmmm n other goodies which u think I wld love. :) Gosh I m so emotional again. Not a good sign. N dat iz oso a symptom of sth else as well. *Poof*
I am Missy Rissy.
I believe in living the world, n living your worth.
I want to be happy more than anything else.
I want to be who I am.
I am who I am.
