Itz been a great CNY thus far, though there was some unpleasant food for thought.
Had some pretty fruitful time wif family, n oso Bui. I wish the CNY never ends, n wish I can go on more visiting during the wkend. Too bad I wld be heading for Stong on Fri evening, n bac onli on Mon. Wld realli love to go visiting during the wkend.
Went wif Bui for some last min shopping for the Stong trip n I had a great time. Though the army shop at Bugis was not open, I did manage to get most of the things at Carrefour, wif the help of sweetie Bui. Was a little reluctant to part at the MRT station juz now, as the next time I wld get to c Bui wld be after my Stong trip. Bui may not haf noticed, but tears were actualli welling in my eyes. I guess itz not so much of the trip, itz the fact dat I haf been rather emotional these few days. Feel realli glad and assured wif Bui ard cuz he wld always make things which I haf screwed right for mi again. Thanx Bui, from the bottom of my heart.
A thought passed my mind. Pictured the day when I set off for US come May 2007, felt the feeling I wld haf dat day. Two n three quarter months away from home n Bui. It seems so long out of a sudden. Maybe itz not so bad if I c it in terms of days, it wld be eighty odd days. Weeks sound even better, as it wld be 11 weeks plus.
Too mani things too little time. Wish for more time wif family, n more time wif Bui. Wif no school work bugging, no nothing. I need some rest. Had a great time during CNY, did relax quite abit, but it wasnt much of a rest cuz it was always late nites for mi.
Been feeling VERI emotional lately. Itz not exactli helping, considering the mani things I haf to deal wif. N having to pack for a trip iz most dreadful. Sigh.
I am Missy Rissy.
I believe in living the world, n living your worth.
I want to be happy more than anything else.
I want to be who I am.
I am who I am.
