Energy wiped out. For the whole of the exam period thus far, thiz iz the first time I m feeling like thiz. Felt my head was gg to explode at SAC juz now. Had wanted to come bac to the room earlier, in the hope of giving myself to look forward to. It dint work, becoz I realised I was coming bac to nothing.
I noe I shdnt be feeling like thiz. I noe I shd pick myself up. I noe instead of feeling so down I shd be looking on the bright side, sth I had been doing for the whole of thiz semester. But somehow, todae I juz dun feel like doing so. I m too tired to do so.
Right now I m juz sitting in front of the computer, allowing myself to bring myself further n further down. But it wld onli be so tonite. Tmr morning when I wake up, everithing will start again. I will be up again. But right now, I m too tired. Both physically n mentally.
I am Missy Rissy.
I believe in living the world, n living your worth.
I want to be happy more than anything else.
I want to be who I am.
I am who I am.
