||~Life is like a potato~||

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

Energy wiped out. For the whole of the exam period thus far, thiz iz the first time I m feeling like thiz. Felt my head was gg to explode at SAC juz now. Had wanted to come bac to the room earlier, in the hope of giving myself to look forward to. It dint work, becoz I realised I was coming bac to nothing.

I noe I shdnt be feeling like thiz. I noe I shd pick myself up. I noe instead of feeling so down I shd be looking on the bright side, sth I had been doing for the whole of thiz semester. But somehow, todae I juz dun feel like doing so. I m too tired to do so.

Right now I m juz sitting in front of the computer, allowing myself to bring myself further n further down. But it wld onli be so tonite. Tmr morning when I wake up, everithing will start again. I will be up again. But right now, I m too tired. Both physically n mentally.

11/29/2006 01:05:00 AM

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

Inaccurate judgement of progress. Unaware of the out-of-the-world length of the answers for the last few tutorials. Struggling on a slippery float trying veri hard to swim upstream. Battle will be over at 1900 hrs on 30 Nov 2006. Dat wld be 50 hrs later.

11/28/2006 05:00:00 PM

Monday, November 27, 2006

Todae was FonDuE's Day. Heez. Went wif Bui to Marche n ate our usual dishes b4 proceeding to Max Brenner's for our Fondue. It was our first time trying the Fondue at Max Brenner's. Both of us were tired. We look so jaded in everi picture. N the wk ahead iz tough for the both of us. Bui has to attend a course organised by his company while I still haf two more papers, amidst two job interviews n a wedding!

Bui gave mi a Adidas bag, two singlets n two puzzle books for the occassion. Haha, these r juz among the 30 gifts he iz supposed to gif mi. For the month of November. Hmmm, actualli I wld be veri happi wif juz 30 sweets from Bui - one to eat each day. ^_^

Pics for the day:

My fave dish at Marche! Black Pepper Chicken Crepe. Best eaten piping hot!

Our 'feast'

Bui looking 'sick' after the meal. He iz rapidly losing his stamina for eating. I m regaining mine.

Us after the meal! Both of us look jaded.

The Fondue!

C the teeny marshmallow Bui iz holding? The pics I took todae were great. But the same cant be said for Bui, hence no photo of mi holding a marshmallow will be posted.

Mr Temasek boy

Thiz describes mi

My presents!! I love'em!

Todae had been a slack day. Woke up late. Dint do much. Went out for fun. However, I finished reading a story book. I read thiz book which totally got mi all absorbed. YQ had lent it to mi a couple of days ago. The title iz "The Kite Runner" by Khaled Hosseini. Thiz book got mi into a roller coaster ride of emotions: curiosity to disturbance to anger to more disturbance to relief. I was glad I finished the book todae otherwise I wld be thinking bout the story all day long. On a few occassions, I tot I was gg to fall into depression becoz wat happened was so sick n inhumane. Budden, I knew such things do happen in thiz world. Beautiful yet horrid world.

Thiz story realli touched my heart the moment I started reading it. I absolutely love the plot. Thiz story iz definitely gg to stay in my mind for a long while, maybe even forever. I was reading the book in SAC while I was supposed to be studying n while reading, I got so angry by how the story developed I was frowning when I was reading. Den, there was thiz scene which was so saddening I actualli dropped tears a couple of times. Thank goodness Hossan, SBB n YQ dint notice. Otherwise they wld haf laughed at mi or said I was exaggerating. But the truth was, I did drop tears.

Thiz iz one of the reasons I dun like to read such stories. Stories which I noe can be true n touch my heart. Becoz they prick mi n stay wif mi. I wld be affected. I prefer to read thrillers which I noe the good guys will emerge triumphant in the end. Stories like the one I haf juz read, often haf an unexpected ending, n if unfortunate, a sad one. Luckily thiz one has a good ending. At least I wld think itz a good ending.

Time for mi to go Lalaland. Gonna repeat the routine which has been gg on for the past 2 wks n will go on for a few more days.

11/27/2006 01:38:00 AM

Sunday, November 26, 2006

Took the route from S4 leading bac to my hall juz now. It was about 2330 hrs. Was feeling rather emotionless when I suddenly raised my head n looked at the sky. I stopped thinking for a moment. It felt like time had stopped for a few seconds. I was totally memerised by the sight I saw. The beautiful stars twinkling in the cloudless sky. How beautiful. It was onli den dat I realised I havnt looked at the sky for a long time. I almost forgot bout the beautiful twinkling objects called stars hanging in the sky.

I cant realli remember when the last time I watched stars was. Guess it was too long ago. I still remember the occassions when I had gone to watch the stars. To enjoy the beautiful sight. But those days r gone.

As I walked into the sheltered linkway of Hall of Residence 4, the beautiful sight was left behind mi as I struttered ahead. Waves of emotions rushed thru mi. I felt empty.

Tmr's Fondue's Day. I m so looking forward to it! It iz the once-a-year affair for Bui n I - to haf fondue. Haha. But I havnt gotten Bui a present. Aint got the time! But I will get it done after exams. Heez, wonder wat we r gg to haf for dinner tmr. Had been stuck in NTU for the past few wks n I m feeling realli sick of the food ard here. I wan Korean cuisine! Dim sum! Cheesecake! Waffles! I m drooling.

So sad. I haf so mani things I nd to do but I aint got the time. :( N I still haf two more papers to go.

I had better tink of a way to get the things I nd done. Even though I dun haf the time, I haf no choice but to accomplish every single item on my list! Will someone pls help mi?

Heez, looking forward to dinner n fondue. Budden of coz, b4 the highlight of the day arrives I wld be mugging at SAC. Oh well. I m juz a little short of the strength to say "Darn". *Heaves a deep sigh*

To Bui: I wanna eat Korean food, Dim sum buffet, Bakerzin Oreo Cheesecake, Gelare waffles n the list goes on... ... ... ...

11/26/2006 12:00:00 AM

Saturday, November 25, 2006

Todae was a tiring day. I dunno y.

Started the day by waking up late n risking no table to study at SAC. Lucky YQ n gang was there. Was supposed to buy breakfast for them thiz morning, while Hossan went to book the table at SAC. However, both of us woke up late. Haha.

Studied for a bit b4 gg to Suntec City wif SBB, Hossan n YQ to collect the guys' Standard Chartered Marathon race pack. They r gg to run 42km. OMG. Met Bui to check out the dresses at Marina Square after dat n I tink I realli haf found the two dresses. A yellow little dress for the day n an aqua blue dress for the nite. Heez.

The activity for the evening was meeting Bui's sis n the rest of the "jie meis" for her wedding. We came up wif various plots to make things hard for the bridegroom n his best men! Haha. There was work allocation too n I was allocated the role of following the bride during the dinner! Heez. Dat wld be fun. Bui iz gg to be the emcee for the dinner. Muahaha. I tink dat wld be real funni. I m looking forward to it.

But the fun things aside, I m not too looking forward to wat iz gg to happen next wk. I haf papers on Wed n Thurs, n I haf job interviews on Fri. Thiz means I will not haf the time to go for a haircut, not to say do sth else more to my hair, no time to shop for a new shirt for the interview, no time to shop for heels, no time to rest. There r so mani things to do after exams! Oh, my job bac at my PA company had been cfmed. Will be working for 4 wks. Glad I m able to earn abit of pocket money.

Celebrated Hossan's bdae at the SAC yesterdae. Bought a cake for him from JP. Heez. Had wanted to blog bout thiz last nite but the blogspot website was down. The pics I had taken of the cake n the bdae boy r in my hall's PC. Heez. I tink Hossan was touched. (To Hossan: Were u?)

Oh, had bluffed Hossan dat it was my bdae on Sat. He blived. Heez, I had wanted to tell him bout it b4 I parted ways wif the rest of them at Suntec, lest he gets mi a cake too! But I forgot to tell him. N he wished mi "Happi bdae" at 2330 hrs juz now! I knew he was gg to wish mi "Happi bdae" so I quickly tried to stop him n said I had a confession to make. But he still said it b4 I cld finish typing. Den he said, "No wonder ZH n YQ dun seem interested." Haha. N I had previously posted photos of my bdae party. He said he rem seeing the photos. Heez. *Silly smiLeZzz*

Been enjoying the daily study sessions. Had fun n good output too. Haha. But I feel I m running out of fuel. I feel so tired. I need a good rest. Seriousli. Wish I cld go for a getaway again.

I tink I better go slp. I m having the fever feeling. Oh no. Not a good time. I nd to be in my best health for the entire wk ahead! N oso the weeks ahead.

*HeadacheZzz*

11/25/2006 12:27:00 AM

Thursday, November 23, 2006

Happi bdae Xinyou! Haha, though itz slightly over 12, which means ur bdae iz over le, but nonetheless, happi bdae!!

Took LOTs of pictures wif Xinyou juz now. Wif her new camera. Her TKD frens had gotten her a camera as her 21st bdae present! How sweeeett!! But apparently we r not too good at taking pictures, n mani of them turned out blur!

Here r some of the mani pics we took:

We r Cup Noodles endorsers!

Pretending to be shocked

Taking wif the target paper

I love thiz pic! Xy's medals r strangling her!

Xy looks shuai in thiz pic!

I did a not convincing one. Xy said I dint look fierce enuf.

Trying to be smug

Medalled

Happy ending.

Yesterdae nite went to celebrate Alex's bdae at Hall One too. Jason was so sweet. He qing1 zi4 xia4 chu2 for Alex! There was fried chicked fillet wif apple stuffing, Japanese curry, prata n rice! There was a nice bdae cake too.

While taking the group photo, Alex did a funny thing. He thought dat someone was gg to kick or push him from the back so he made a dive himself! N so, the bdae boy wasnt in the pic. Haha.

Alex iz finalli in the pic. Happi bdae again!

Finalli I cheered up. Had been feeling slightly down the whole day.

The Big Four Interview shortlist was out. It was a disappointment for me. I thought to myself hard for the whole day. I felt veri sad bout the outcome. But yet, I knew there was nothing to be sad about becoz I brought it all upon myself. I can onli look forward now. No point looking bac n think how things could haf been different.

I stepped the wrong foot into NTU n had never gone bac onto the correct path until perhaps thiz semester. N itz all too late. After seeing the results todae I felt realli sad. N angry wif myself. I hate myself for the outcome. Y did I haf to take so long to find out things I ought to haf known years ago?

But in the end I convinced myself there was no point in being sad now. I cant do anithing to change anithing.

Alrite gotta turn in. Two more papers to go. Jiayou to myself!

11/23/2006 01:34:00 AM

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

I m soooo stressed for AA205!! I tink if it werent for all the bad traumas in class, I wld probably be super relaxed bout thiz paper. Now I haf the fear of not knowing wat to answer tmr. Haiz.

Best of luck to myself! GAMBATTE.

11/21/2006 12:49:00 AM

Sunday, November 19, 2006

Today was full of "challenges" for mi. But surprisingly, I had a veri numb feeling. Maybe I m used to not-so-good things coming my way one after another.

My day began wif a bang. I broke my toothbrush mug n now I dun haf ani toothbrush mug. (It poses a problem cuz I dun realli noe how to fill water in my hands when I rinse my mouth)
There was no shuttle bus on Sundays, so I walked to the bus-stop at Hall One to wait for 179 to go to the library to print some stuff b4 gg over to SAC to meet the rest of them. I waited for bout half an hr, from not perspiring to sweating profusely. From a sunny sky to a cloudy one.
When I finalli reached the library, I went ahead n printed my notes. I fiddled wif the printing options as I wanted to print multiple pages for one set of notes. I switched the option to 'vertical' n dint change it bac. When my thick stack of notes came out, I realised it was printed upside down. All of it. $5++. To make things worse, itz for an open-book exam. I guess I juz got to ring the whole stack of notes at the breadth rather than the length.
In the midst of studying, I decided to make a hot drink. I forgot dat there was no opening on the satchet of Milo n went to the water-cooler. It was the third time I made the same mistake. So I had to go bac to the room to find a pair of scissors to cut an opening on the satchet. There was no scissors. Turned out there WAS an opening on the satchet. YQ found it. I wonder dat was lucki of mi to be able to find the opening, or unlucki dat I hadnt discovered it sooner. I chose to look on the bright side.
It wasnt exactly cold in the room but somehow the gas level in my stomach was reaching its treshold. It was one of the worst pains I haf had in months. N itz still hurting now.

Been thinking alot. Reminicised alot. Mani regrets. If there was a second chance, I wld haf done mani things the correct way. Of coz, in thiz world, there isnt much room for regrets. Or rather, there iznt any room at all. Which iz y I try to do things so dat I wun haf ani regrets. I m working hard. Realli hard. But sometimes it juz seems no matter how much I try, nothing n no one iz gg to gif mi a second chance for juz the one time I fail.

Ppl always say, "You choose the person you want to be." I choose to be a happy Iris. Havnt felt sad in a veri long time, honestly. But such times aint forever. I noe it onli all too well. But, the good news iz no matter how low one goes, there iz always a lowest point. When one reaches the bottom of a pit, one cant go ani further. I m grateful I havnt been to the bottom, n I wun let myself. For now, I shall try to jiayou for AA205, though itz extreme boring.

Gambattezz~

11/19/2006 11:48:00 PM

Spent the whole day studying. Kept a smiling face all day long. Beneath my smile there was sth hanging on to mi, torturing mi, n refusing to let go. But still, I kept a smiling face.

Much as my eyes were threatening to shut, a voice screaming in my head, I forced myself to concentrate n study. No other reason but simply, dat was the right thing to do. Maybe I was trying to make myself feel better, make myself do the right thing. Or maybe it was juz becoz there was nothing else I cld haf done.

I dunno how things become lidat. I realli dun. I said things I noe I shdnt haf said. I regret terribly, but I noe there iz nothing I can do to take them bac. But I was realli agitated den. Maybe becoz I was reacting violently to issues which had happened more than once. Y muz thiz happen juz as I thought my worst days r over?

AA205 iz on Tues. I hope for the best.

11/19/2006 12:38:00 AM

Friday, November 17, 2006

AB311 iz over. Wat a big relief.

When the invigilator announced "Stop writing" thiz morning in the exam hall, I felt great relief passing thru mi. I felt like I had just ended a war. Had been veri sianz the whole of yesterdae. For wat reason I dunno. Perhaps it was precisely becoz of the fact dat the case was given to us dat more stress was unknowingly put on us. But aniwae, itz over. *Big pheWzz*

Went to JP for lunch wif Huijun n Huijing (NTU) {to differentiate from Pandan Gang Huijing!} after the paper. We went to the arcade too! Haha, it has been ages since I last stepped into one. We played the usual Daytona, Photo Hunt n the basketball game! Dat was funni. The 3 of us actualli managed to set a real low score. The high score was 356 but we managed onli 36. Alamak. Haha, the second time we played it was better though. Here's the pic of the lousy game we played:

Met Bui for dinner n we had Subway. I wanna complain about Bui!!!!!! Bui had previousli tol mi dat he wld gif mi flowers once a year. Dat was when he was still schooling n was still receiving pocket money. Now dat he has stepped into the working society n iz earning more than 6 times his pocket money, he refuses to increase the number of bouquets he wld gif mi a year! N not to mention dat he juz struck a small lottery dat day n had a small imcrement in pay! N when I asked wat he was gg to treat mi to wif his pay increment he said Subway!! x_x However, under further pressure (n pinching at the waist - which causes tickles n pain) from mi, he relented n agreed to increase the number. Haha, but he panickedly said, "Okie, liang3 nian2 yi4 ci4" instead of "yi4 nian2 liang3 ci4"! Haha. More pinches. Stingy Bui!!!

But Bui's rationale was sth I agreed wif. He said he saw no point in letting the florists earn the undeserved money for the price hike during Valentine's Day. Which iz true n I agree. BUT, agreeing iz one thing. I still wan the flowers. Muahahahaha.

Had tol Hossan I wld go get the table at the library tmr morning. I m not veri optimistic about my success. But I will try.

11/17/2006 11:50:00 PM

Monday, November 13, 2006

Itz giving mi the stress!! Yes, itz the exams. Hmm, it dint realli help dat I spent my afternoon watching "Gong". I ended up being angry wif myself n took a cab bac to school. Went to SBB's room to study. He opened his picnic table for mi to study. Watched "Meet the Parent" on Channel 5. It was a good comedy relief from the COSO framework I was staring at.

Bui juz showed mi thiz pic:

Bizarre accident.

11/13/2006 12:00:00 AM

Friday, November 10, 2006

As the years went by, I came into contact wif a larger circle of people n I had to face wif some ugly facts of life. Some people r downright backstabbers, some people r not loyal, some people turn their backs against u for their own benefits n there r also those who simply dun keep their words, may it be intentionally or unintentionally.

I m not referring to any particular person, or ani specific incident for dat matter. Itz juz, as I grow up, I come to the notion dat words which r being said by anione may not be words dat will be fulfilled. A veri classic example, one which I fell for one too mani times, is: "Hey we can go for xxxx some time" or "We can haf a meal tgt on xxx". Beware. Dun take these words seriousli becoz they might not come true. I truly bliv dat one has no harm in saying the things one says, n when one fails to keep one's words, one does not do it intentionally. It was during secondary school when I had the first contact wif the so-called "hard facts of life". Dat was oso when I realised there wld onli be more to come.

A few months bac when I stepped foot into adulthood, I thought to myself on dat special day of mine: I haf grown up, I haf matured. Indeed I realli felt so. Ever since I started PA n experienced working life, I learn tmani new things n felt veri wrong for mani things I did in the past. I acknowledged all the mistakes n dealt wif them bravely. I haf 'evolved' to a person which I havnt been for the longest time. One whom I truly like. Compared to the period of time when I dun even like the person I m, I m much happier now, wif myself n wif life.

Wif my new motto in life, I see everi obstacle as a challenge n I look forward to overcoming it becoz once I achieve dat, the dark clouds in my life wld den disperse n I wld see my clear blue sky again. I no longer bliv in talking bout things I m troubled over, except for some occasional mentions which slip from my mouth. I m not sure if not talking bout a problem iz the right solution, but there r times when a small problem can be magnified by simply the mere mention of it. So I choose to wait for the sky to be clear again. It works most of the time, which is how I haf managed to remain cheerful n optimistic throughout thiz semester, though it seems to appear to everione at the beginning of the sem dat I wld haf a hard time getting thru thiz sem. The truth iz I haf enjoyed thiz sem thoroughly. But I m not sure if it has become a habit not to talk bout ani problems I may face, or I haf been resigned to the fact dat I shd deal wif my own problems myself. But somehow, I find it veri hard to accept when at times I choose to talk bout my problems, the person whom I haf 'confided' in doesnt seem to understand. Maybe itz becoz ppl onli c what they c, nothing beyond.

11/10/2006 12:47:00 AM

Thursday, November 09, 2006

Thiz iz the third day I haf studied at the SAC. Turned out to be much more efficient than I had thought! The environment iz juz rite for mi. Itz quite comfy, but not comfy enuf till I can slp there. In addition, when I m bored of the notes, I look ard, and look ard, b4 coming to the realisation dat there iz nothing else to do. So I go bac to my notes again. Hence, the 3 days I haf been there r considered quite efficient (fortunately).

Big achievement todae! I managed to wakie n reach SAC at 845!! I was the first one there!! Haha, I m veri proud of myself for thiz becoz I haf always been a sleepyhead, n more often than not, I cant wakie b4 10. Soo, the point iz, I did it.

I gonna slp earli later, so dat I can wakie tmr morning n go SAC to 'chop' table too. Haha, I slept at 12 yesterdae n woke up at 720 todae. I m so sleepy now.

*YaWnzzz*

11/09/2006 08:19:00 PM

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

Todae iz the most productive day thus far. Maybe becoz there was more time for mi to study since there r no more lessons.

Realli worried for the two core modules thiz semester. Such kind of modules r realli not my forte. So much readings. So mani frameworks n models. Wat a big headache.

Went to JP for dinner. Had Subway again. Thiz iz my third consecutive day eating Subway n I plan to carry it on for as long as I can! Muahaha. Alot of ppl muz be thinking I m crazy. But yes. I m the kind of person hu can eat the same food everidae. Until one fine day when I get tired of it.

Hmm, feel kinda down whenever I think of the days ahead. Itz gg to be mani days of plain mugging everidae. Sooooo demoralising.

Alrite, time to relax a while b4 turning in. PheW~

11/08/2006 12:10:00 AM

Monday, November 06, 2006

Life's been so stressful recently. There seems so mani things to be done. N of all things I haf the problem of escaping from the problem when I face one. Not all problems but I do tend to escape from studying. My way of escapism comes in the form of engaging myself in other activities other than studying - like watching shows which r in my com, or simply doing nothing. I noe itz time to face the music, but it gonna take some time to get into the momentum.

Maybe itz the modules. I seriouali cant do modules which require lots of reading n writing. I simply dun haf much interest in them. I love numbers. Numbers n formulae appeal much more to mi.

Haha, was talking to Xinyou last nite. Talked till 4am! I was so tired when I woke up juz now n I felt so heaty!! Talked to Xinyou bout her bdae party. Made mi tink bout mine. I had held my party at home. I was veri happi dat nite, but there was one regret - I cldnt invite more frens. My place iz relatively small, hence not much space to host too mani ppl. N not to mention the fact that I haf mani relatives. Haha.

Was in a dilemma over where I shd hold my party. My daddy had the same concern as mi, n dat was our place was too small. But I dint wan to book a chalet as well cuz I dint wanna spend too much money. Dint wan my parents to spend so much money for my bdae since they haf gotten mi other gifts as well. But at the same time, daddy n I oso dint wan to be bad hosts, n we dint wan to invite more ppl than we cld host. But even den I felt I dint entertain my frens n relatives enuf dat nite. Hmmm, but still, i hoped I cld haf invited all my frens.

Luckily there was Bui dat day. Thanx Bui again for helping mi wif blowing the balloons n everithing else dat day. N thanx for the presents! ^_^

Reminiscence of my special day:

My hair was so much longer at dat time. Now itz so short. N itz gonna take ages for my hair to grow bac to the length I had.

Alrite, reminiscising time over. Time to get ready for lesson. Boo.

11/06/2006 01:04:00 PM

Sunday, November 05, 2006

Went for Derren's bdae party juz now. Heez, everione iz turning 21. The step into adulthood. Well, it was a party like ani other party - food, friends, bdae cake. But there iz one veri special thing bout Derren's party. Derren iz celebrating his 21st bdae wif his TWIN SISTER!! Haha, n another surprising news. Derren has a girlfren! For a month oredi. N he dint tell us. Boo! But aniwae, Happi 21st bdae Derren!

The bdae cake!

Wif the bdae boy!

The veri beautiful cupcakes! SO preeeeetty!

Went to pay the program fees for WAT USA yesterdae. I m realli going to the USA. Tol my parents bout it bac at home, n they offered to return mi the money. However, I dun wan them to pay for it. I wanna pay for my grad trip myself. Haha. As if my savings dint come from them.

Had been having sleepless nitess. Not exactly sleepless, but hard to fall asleep nites. I hate those times. I m such a lazy pig, n I used to fall asleep within a short time after I lay on the bed, but now, it takes ages for mi to fall asleep. Besides thiz, I keep having disturbing dreams. I m beginning to be afraid of sleeping. Realli.

Realli wish I can de-stress. Maybe subconsciousli I realli feel veri stressed. But I cant seem to relate it to anione. I feel down. But datz the end of it. There seems no way to relieve wat I m feeling.

I hate it when I meet wif something which I haf no solution for. I hate it when I meet wif something I feel utter disappointment in. I hate it even more when therez no solution to the problem.

The feeling of being in hall on a Saturday nite realli sucks. But I guess I haf no choice since I realli do not study at home. Lonely lonely lonely.

Been shopping wif Bui for dresses I wld need for Bui's sis' wedding todae. Heez, luckily I managed to find dresses for both day n nite. One iz white n the other iz turqoise. Heez. I m looking forward to dat day cuz I m sure it wld be alot of fun! Haha. The funnier thing iz I m more excited bout Bui's sis' wedding than Bui iz. Haha. Maybe guys r juz trying to play cool. I m sure Bui bu4 she3 de2 his sis alot. Practised some photo-taking on the train, realised my skills haf deteriorated. The photos r either shaky or one of our faces cut off. The best one was thiz:

Haha. Aniwae I realli m having problems wif my photo-taking. The photos I haf taken todae, 40% of them r blur. Or maybe itz juz todae.

Time to go n sleep. Nite nite to one n all out there. I wish everione iz sleeping soundly n having the sweetest dreams. I hope I can fall asleep later. I hope I wun haf bad dreams later.

11/05/2006 12:31:00 AM

Thursday, November 02, 2006

Went to JP for dinner juz now. On my way bac, I met wif something weird.

I was heading towards the bus interchange alone to take 179 when a strange guy came up to mi n asked if I could be frens wif him. I said "no" and walked away. Coincidentally, while at JP before that Bui had told mi to be careful n not to let anione follow mi. Indeed it happened. Strange.

Been feeling tired. N down. Juz wanna get down to revision, but there r so mani other things. Weekend iz here again. Hafta go down to SpeedWing to pay the program fee for WAT. Heez. But sobz, so much money iz gone. More to go in time to come.

Next Mon will be the last presentation to go before exams. Darn, itz such a chore. Well. Itz hard to accomodate ppl at times. Will get down to doing it now. Try to polish up the slides I haf oredi done etc. Sianz.

*PukeZzz*

11/02/2006 09:15:00 PM

Went for supper wif the Archery guys juz now. Ate a banana prata. It was yummy but heaty too. Hope I dun haf pimple tmr.

Been so tired. Wonder y. Late nites realli r killers. There r so much on my mind recently. About studies, about everything.

Wanna rest well n get the momentum started. Gambatte!

11/02/2006 01:02:00 AM