Phew~~ Juz came bac from lessons. Finalli got the Risk Management presentation over n done wif. Well, it went okie, plus the overall tone for the class iz friendly, so all was fine.
Finalli can sit down n breathe properli. Maybe itz juz mi. Whenever I feel stressed, I haf the tendency to clench my jaw n frown, n sometimes even hold my breath unknowingly. I muz be the onli person on Earth who will forget to breathe. I realli dun like times lidat. To make things worse, I noe veri well therez nothing else I can do except face the problem head-on.
Had been feeling sianz n troubled by the 205 presentation over the weekend. Hate it. Maybe I tink too much. Maybe I wori too much. Actualli the fact iz I was troubled becoz I dint get down to writing my script until last nite. So in summary, actualli I had caused my own troubles.
However, there were mani other things to be accomplished over the weekend as well. Had stayed bac in sch on Fri nite to study, but ended up toking the nite away wif SBB. (Though not too effective, but it was a realli good talk! Been ages since we haf had one.) Went out wif Bui in the day on Sat n went for Sock Fang's party in the evening. So datz for Sat. I spent the first half of my Sun sleeping, n the next half scanning my 'O' and 'A' Levels certificates, testimonials, n attempting to fill up the mani forms I had to fill in! (Other than the application forms for the Big Four, the WAT came to chup ji ka oso!)
Hmmz, shall take a break from now till dinner time, after which I muz get down to filling the respective blanks in the application forms. Itz such a chore. Writing the same things over n over again.
I am Missy Rissy.
I believe in living the world, n living your worth.
I want to be happy more than anything else.
I want to be who I am.
I am who I am.
