I don't expect to be treated like a princess. I just want to be treated like a bride.
1/11/2011 12:17:00 AM
I am tired.
1/11/2011 12:12:00 AM
Monday, January 10, 2011
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
1/10/2011 11:25:00 PM
FRUSTRATION.
1/10/2011 11:23:00 PM
Wednesday, January 05, 2011
I think I am too mentally tired. I need more motivation. I am referring to work.
1/05/2011 11:33:00 PM
Tuesday, January 04, 2011
Yes, I am back. Back to regain my focus, my sanity.
So word has it that my picture is going to appear on the Recuit section of the Straits Times this Saturday. Hossan, I am guessing only you will get this message, since you probably are the only who reads my blog now. Remember to catch me on the papers this Sat! I just got back not too long ago from the meetup with the videographer for the wedding, and I am listening to a selection of songs (235 in total) to choose the songs for the video and photo montage.
Am I a perfectionist? Maybe. I have been crying for the past two nights, guess it's time to stop.
Random thoughts.
1/04/2011 11:29:00 PM
Monday, January 03, 2011
I make myself be strong; I don't even realise I am sick.
I make myself think more; I don't even think about myself at times. (That is not right all the time either, as it turns out)
I havn't been blogging for so long; I don't know how to express myself.
1/03/2011 10:20:00 PM
I don't think I am greedy.
But I guess there are just some things I can't have. Not anymore.
1/03/2011 10:16:00 PM
Sunday, May 23, 2010
It's been a long time
I can't really remember the last time I blogged; I didn't check the page. Have been feeling it for a while - that I shd get back to blogging - but I just didn't get down to doing it.
For the past few months/year, I have been losing focus. My thoughts are so scattered I am causing my life to be the same. I hate whining about my job, becoz it simply doesn't do any good. The funny thing is, despite the fact that I do whine about my job, things somehow all work out once I reach the office. Why is it then that I feel so unsure during the weekends?
Is it PMS that I am feeling? I don't know.
I hate waking up every morning knowing that I have to go through the same routine. As I am typing all these, I feel myself holding my breath, as if I am really scared. But the thing is, there is nothing for me to scared about. Tough times at work coming ahead; it's not as though I havn't been through worse.
I don't like the way it is now. And I can't explain why. I feel I shd change a job, but not at this juncture. What is my next step? Sometimes the uncertainty could kill me.
Ahhhhhhh... I need a getaway I guess. Can't wait.
A very confused me.
5/23/2010 07:39:00 PM
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Lots of things happened lately. Both work n personal life.
Stupid things happened at work. Was so mad last Friday. Notwithstanding it turned out to be a misunderstanding, he shdn't haf done dat. N the other party shdn't haf either. Couldn't stop thinking about it all the way to now.
Sometimes I don't understand how being the person I used to be is wrong, n being the person I haf been moulded into is wrong too. When I did things to show my concern, I was wrong. I put in the effort to do certain things, nah, dint turn out too well either. And then I did less. It was wrong too. I felt so upset dat day. My heart ached.
Not saying doesn't mean I don't care. Sometimes I really don't know what to do.
I haf got to be stronger.
On a happier note, I hope to bring my sis to BKK to shop!! Hopefully, it can materialise. But somehow I can foresee a million obstacles ahead. Well, I shall take it as it comes.
Yep, it's Sunday afternoon n I am back in the office. It's gonna be like this all the way till end of November I guess. I hope I will be able to tide through.
I am Missy Rissy.
I believe in living the world, n living your worth.
I want to be happy more than anything else.
I want to be who I am.
I am who I am.
